♥ ; Sunday, May 4, 2008
最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ♥
I was studying all dae long. Jux get to online nw. Quite tiring.Realli duno tt i can study for so long. HahaxXx. Cox recently was bother abt something. I also duno hw to sae or write out. It just make me feel uneasy. HaixXx.
Mmmm... Maybe it is all my fault baxXx. I noe him frm friendster. We have been sending friendster message for abt 2 mth plus then sms each other. We found out that we are studyin in the same ploy. He give me a quite a relaxing feeling. I nvr noe that the feeling last so short. As I found out that he want to control my freedom, i was bother by this. I try to give in as i noe that if i wan to noe him well, i nid to give in. But i was wrong, the more i give in, the more he wan to take my freedom away. So i started to tink whether i sld stop all relation to him. Them i tell him hw i feel abt the way that he wan to take my freedom frm me. But at last i make up my decision to stop him frm takin my freedom. I told him that i wan to keep my freedom. Then he told me tt he wasnt a gd guy. So i ask y he sae so. He told me the reason. Nw we hav lost all contact.
He might nt noe y i wan to lost contact with him. He will think tt it is de thing tt he sae tt make me stop contacting him. But the reason it, i dun wan to contact him b'cox i scare tt he will wan to take my freedom again. I just dun like to be restricted animore.. I just wan to be who i am!!!
♥ 4:38 PM, Because you broke the promise you made. 
